Star Marie Bell [done]
Dec 27, 2012 2:23:02 GMT -5
Post by Star Marie Bell on Dec 27, 2012 2:23:02 GMT -5
Star Marie Bell
imsostarstruck
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AGE:[/b] 17
YEAR: senior
GENDER: Female
SEXUAL ORIENTATION: Bisexual
CELEBRITY CLAIM: Valerie Poxleitner
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somebodycuteandfunny
FAMILY: Mother- Hilary Bell (age 45)
Father- Ashton Bell (age 48)
Brother /twin 1/- Alex Bell (Age 23)
Brother /twin 2/- Vince Bell (Age 23)
HISTORY:
I was born June 20th to some interesting people. My psychotic mother Hilary, who's plastered face shined like the sun. Her bleach blonde was from a bottle. The only beauty she had was paid for. My father, Aston, who was dumb enough to pay for all the "necessary surgeries" for my mom and finally my older twin brothers Alex and Vince, the only normal ones in my family, but I guess it doesn't matter since I'm disowned.
Everyone thinks life is so great for me. The cars. The nice house. The money. Sure, It's fun for a wail, getting everything you want. Eventually you just wish for someone to sit down and ask if you're okay.
I was 12 when it started. The funny thing about depression is there's no way of knowing you have it. You just wake up one day wishing you'd get hit on the way to the bus stop.
I was 14 when I was raped by my friends father, the depression got worse from there. The only person I wanted to tell was Alex. Me and him were so close.. well until he "handled it himself".
We were 15 when my friends father was buried. I held her as she cried and asked me who could have done this to him. I always knew, my family always knew, but in this family we just slap on that fake happy smile and pretend nothing happened.
I was 16 when I woke up to that call. The one you never want to get, the one where they tell you your friend killed themselves. All the note said was "Don't be sad mom. I'll be with Dad."
I was 16 when I started drinking. It all seemed like my fault, I should have never told Alex. My parents decided to move to a new town. I guess they were hoping it'd be a fresh start.
It was 3 am on a Thursday when I woke up from a 3 day alcohol induced comma. Every one was there, even my brothers, who got their own place in our old town. Everyone smiled as I opened my eyes. It was the only time I've ever seen them actually care.
The summer before my senior year I got my first boyfriend. I was sure he'd be the one to make me happy. I guess I was wrong. All he ever did to me was get me addicted to cocaine, then leave me when I refused to give him my virginity.
It was 2 weeks before school started when my mom found a 5th of vodka and a baggy of cocaine. She yelled to the point her face turned blue. My father cried. My brothers were so disappointed. Two day later was shipped off to a boarding school. The only thing I was told was don't come home.
So here I am, stuck in some boarding school with no friends, no boyfriend, no family, and nothing to loose.
asillysongaboutyou
[/b]APPEARANCE: I'm short. About 2 inches above legal midget short. I have black hair that hits right under my breast and my fathers sky blue eyes. I haven't weighed myself in months but the drugs and alcohol keep me fairly skinny. My skin is an olive complexion and my covered in tattoos.
LIKES:
*honesty
*Taco Bell
*scary movies
*skate boarding
*tattoos
*anything having to do with music
DISLIKES:
*Liars, cheaters, fakes, ect.
*the dark
*my family hating me
*my depression
*my reliance on drugs and alcohol
FEARS:
*having no one to care about me
*dying without my parents knowing I love them and I'm sorry.
*not having someone I can rely on
SECRET:
*I'm bisexual.
*Alex killed my friends father
GOAL:
*to stop drinking and doing drugs.
*to have my family like me again.
*to find myself.
MENTIONABLES: N/A
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shutmyplayboymouth
[/b] EasternEXPERIENCE: 3 months.
TIMEZONE:
CHARACTERS: N/A
FOUND: How did you find us? A friend.
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